I really liked reading this, a lot of what you said resonated with me. As you know, I will support whatever "choices" you make. If indeed they are choices at all. :)
I don't think more fun stuff happens after you leave. I agree with what you said that things probably just sound more fun than they really are. You'll always have a seat on a couch in my house. Well, I guess it would be our couch in our house. You get the idea.
As for that job...here's what I think you should do. Natasha may chime in on this one as well...
-first, request the job. Say something like, "I'm grateful for what I have and my life is full of wonderful things. I would love to have the _______ job at the Super 8 Motel. Please bring it to me.
-then, you have to REALLY BELIEVE that your request has been received and that the job is already yours. Because once you ask and believe you have it, then it IS already yours. You are just waiting for it to be delivered.
-next, as a part of believing you already have the job (which you do once you request it) take some time out each day or several times a day to visualize what it would be like when you have that job, and the happiness it will bring you to have that responsibility, and have that paycheck coming in. Think of the things you will do with that money.
-Do NOT think of all the things you DON'T want to have happen. Don't think "I'm not going to get that job" or "I hope I don't fuck up that interview." Just focus on the fact that you already have it, you are just waiting for the delivery.
Pretty messed up stuff I know, but give it a try. ;)
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I don't think more fun stuff happens after you leave. I agree with what you said that things probably just sound more fun than they really are. You'll always have a seat on a couch in my house. Well, I guess it would be our couch in our house. You get the idea.
As for that job...here's what I think you should do. Natasha may chime in on this one as well...
-first, request the job. Say something like, "I'm grateful for what I have and my life is full of wonderful things. I would love to have the _______ job at the Super 8 Motel. Please bring it to me.
-then, you have to REALLY BELIEVE that your request has been received and that the job is already yours. Because once you ask and believe you have it, then it IS already yours. You are just waiting for it to be delivered.
-next, as a part of believing you already have the job (which you do once you request it) take some time out each day or several times a day to visualize what it would be like when you have that job, and the happiness it will bring you to have that responsibility, and have that paycheck coming in. Think of the things you will do with that money.
-Do NOT think of all the things you DON'T want to have happen. Don't think "I'm not going to get that job" or "I hope I don't fuck up that interview." Just focus on the fact that you already have it, you are just waiting for the delivery.
Pretty messed up stuff I know, but give it a try. ;)